i don't manipulate and i've wanted you here all along.i wish you'd understand.cuz i try hard to for you.

i felt like i lost my whole world when you got onto that bus.i don't know why i acted the way i did.you don't give in the way you used to.i think i took that for granted.you've reserved that for someone else.i don't even know if it still hurts you to see me cry.but that doesn't matter.all i am is sorry.for everything that i've ever said or done to destroy everything you see in me.i just wanna be the me i used to be.the one you loved so.but i don't know what's holding me back.i just wanted you to come back for awhile for me to talk to you.i'm quite sure i'd have trouble saying what i have to.but you didn't give me a chance.maybe you've given me too many.maybe only i think i should give the one i love countless chances.but really i just wished you'd given me a little while.i called your name.but it seemed to soft cuz you got on the bus anyway.you didn't even look at me.maybe you've got all you need right in the palm of your hands and i'm not there.i just wish i'd stop making you this unhappy.


i miss the feeling of your hand in mine.